Friday, October 24, 2025

Who Said Hip Hop Wasn’t for Girls?

90s Hip Hop as Feminist Frequency for GenX and Beyond

I met hip hop through basslines that moved the air. Miami, early 90s, sunbathing nude in a tiny backyard, my cassette deck humming with Neneh Cherry. Manchild drifted out the window like an invocation — part prayer, part provocation. She wasn’t begging for space; she was claiming it, calmly, cosmopolitan, half-Swedish, half-Sierra Leonean, and wholly unbothered by borders. While suntan oil baked on my skin, I realized that her voice wasn’t just music. It was geography — transatlantic, feminist, a remix of migration and mother tongue.

In New Orleans, I was studying late nights in a cosy carriage house on Camp Street, Queen Latifah on repeat. U.N.I.T.Y. wasn’t background noise; it was scaffolding. Between readings on economics and philosophy, I heard her voice as both sermon and syllabus: Who you callin’ a b**h?* She was rewriting respectability politics long before we had “intersectionality” in our vocabularies. Latifah gave my feminism rhythm — elegant, regal, a reminder that self-respect could sound like a drumbeat.

By the time I landed outside Baltimore, working internships in law and the opera, In Living Color was my Sunday school. Heavy D would show up grinning, dancing in a body that refused pop’s thinness, joy spilling over the edge of every lyric. The Fly Girls danced, the comedians cut up, and hip hop was no longer underground — it was taking the main stage with a swagger that felt both dangerous and inevitable.

What strikes me now isn’t just the soundtrack of my 20s, but how hip hop taught me to listen — to bodies, to resistance, to pleasure as a kind of scholarship. Where Bugs Bunny taught me subversion through laughter, hip hop taught me defiance through embodiment. The cartoon rabbit winked; the rapper rhymed; both said: don’t buy the story they’re selling you.

Hip hop wasn’t about rebellion for rebellion’s sake. It was pedagogy. The cipher was a classroom. The verse was a thesis. Women like Neneh Cherry, MC Lyte, and Queen Latifah carved sonic room for the rest of us — the smart girls, the loners, the foreign bodies who knew the world was wider than their zip code.

Listening from Korea decades later, I hear it differently. The same way K-hip hop and street dance pulse through Gwangju’s youth centers now, those 90s beats remind me that music has always been a bridge between margins — an embodied cosmopolitanism before I had the word.

Saturday, September 20, 2025

🍳 Sunday in Dong-gu: Sabotage & DXCoffe

Some Sundays I like to wander Dongmyung-dong, away from the packed cafΓ© rows and toward the quieter streets that eventually spill into Daein Traditional Market. Today’s brunch + coffee pairing felt like stepping into two completely different worlds within just a few blocks.

Brunch at Sabotage
Sabotage is a time machine. Its walls are plastered with Americana from the 1950s through the 1990s: laundry baskets spilling over with kitsch, a phone booth out front, graffiti adding a gritty layer. It’s got the feel of a Waffle House or an old-school diner—an open kitchen where you can watch the guys at work, plates stacked high with hearty comfort food.

The portions are generous, the prices more than fair. I tucked into a pancake plate, with sides of hash browns (yes, McDonald’s-style patties, hot and crisp) and mashed potatoes (served cold Korean style, my only complaint). The loud Korean rap blasting overhead adds a whole other edge, making this place a magnet for younger crowds. For me, though, it was also a nostalgia trip—back to bits of America that are fast disappearing.

🎡 Soundtrack suggestion: Beastie Boys’ Sabotage.

πŸ“ Full review: Google Maps review

Coffee at DXCoffee
A short walk down the street, DXCoffee feels like another planet. Where Sabotage is loud and gritty, DX is all smooth R&B and jazz. There’s outdoor seating beneath a persimmon tree, indoor bilevel spaces in calming blues, and an impressive bakery counter.

The barista works with quiet precision, crafting coffee that’s rich and layered. Prices are a bit higher than my usual Courthouse-area bargain haunts, but here it feels worth paying for the atmosphere and expertise. This is the kind of place where time slows down—perfect for lingering over a book or just people-watching.

πŸ“ Full review: Google Maps review

Why share this?
Dongmyung-dong is full of contrasts: cafΓ©s overflowing with customers, others nearly empty. By telling these little food stories in English, I hope to shine a light on the overlooked corners, balance out the flow, and give both locals and newcomers more ways to enjoy what Dong-gu has to offer.

Sunday, August 24, 2025

Who Said Cartoons Are for Kids?

Cartoons as Subversive Schooling for GenX and Beyond

I grew up with Bugs Bunny. Not a warm blanket or a favorite aunt. Bugs. Bunny. A rabbit who taught me sarcasm, classical music, and how to escape idiots with guns. And we were told this was children’s entertainment. Saturday mornings, plopped in front of the TV with a bowl of cereal, we were being babysat by anarchists, tricksters, and cross-dressing rabbits.

For my generation—GenX—cartoons weren’t just silly drawings. They were our first lessons in disruption. The adults thought they were harmless. But those half-hour segments shaped our humor, politics, and even our suspicion of authority. When we say “cartoons are for children,” we forget how much cultural baggage—and cultural resistance—they carried.


Bugs Bunny and the Idiots With Guns

Looney Tunes wasn’t just slapstick violence. It was a symphony of parody. In between anvils falling and dynamite exploding, we were being trained in wit and timing. Bugs mocked pompous authority figures—hunters, opera singers, cops. He wore drag long before we had language for “gender performance.” He dropped clever asides to the audience, teaching us that sarcasm was survival.

And then there was the music. Wagner, Rossini, Chopin—all smuggled into our little ears through cartoon mayhem. Without even realizing it, we were learning high culture alongside high jinks. My art history professors years later couldn’t compete with Elmer Fudd singing “Kill the Wabbit” to a Wagnerian score.

The real message? Don’t take authority too seriously. Laugh at the bully. The gun makes the idiot more dangerous, not more respectable.


Scooby-Doo and the Meddling Entitlement

If Bugs was anarchist, Scooby-Doo was countercultural. The formula never changed: trespassing teens, abandoned amusement parks, a few jump scares, and a villain unmasked. But beneath the goofy mysteries, Scooby taught us entitlement of another kind: the belief that we could meddle in adult affairs.

The gang drove their van into private property, broke into warehouses, and questioned authority figures with no fear of consequence. Shaggy and Scooby were coded as stoners—always hungry, always paranoid, always in a fog. Daphne was fashion, Fred was patriarchy in an ascot, and Velma… well, Velma gave a whole generation their first glimpse of lesbian subtext.

And the villains? Almost always powerful white men trying to maintain control, profit, or status by dressing up as monsters. When you think about it, Scooby-Doo was a primer in class consciousness: the monsters aren’t real, but the corruption of the wealthy absolutely is.


Disney: From Princesses to Girlbosses

Disney was the ideological heavyweight, the one that parents approved of. But under the sparkle and song, we were absorbing heavy lessons about gender, family, and consumerism.

Early Disney gave us the passive princesses—Snow White, Cinderella, Aurora—singing while they cleaned, waiting for rescue. Later came the “updated” princesses like Ariel, Jasmine, and Mulan, with more agency but the same heteronormative reward: a prince or a happily-ever-after that involved marriage, wealth, or empire.

Over the decades, Disney shifted its ideology but never abandoned its power as a moral training ground. From the “circle of life” to the magic kingdom of consumer capitalism, Disney gave us myths wrapped in merchandise. And we lapped it up with popcorn.


After GenX: Cartoons Go Global

While GenX cartoons were training us in sarcasm, rebellion, and cultural literacy, animation after us took a turn toward philosophy and global artistry.

Take Studio Ghibli. Hayao Miyazaki’s Howl’s Moving Castle and Spirited Away aren’t simple morality plays. They are meditations on war, greed, ecology, and tenderness. Characters defy binary categories: heroes are flawed, villains are sympathetic, and magic isn’t a trick but a worldview. Ghibli films invite us to rethink not just who we are, but how we live with the world.

Anime more broadly crossed over from niche fandom to global phenomenon. Suddenly animation wasn’t “for kids” at all—it was teenage angst, adult philosophy, complex politics, and deep world-building. The idea that cartoons were just babysitting tools collapsed under the weight of Gundam, Evangelion, and even PokΓ©mon.


The Ideological Battleground of Cartoons

Looking back, I see cartoons as the most influential teachers of my youth. They trained us in ideology the way schools never could—through repetition, humor, and fantasy.

  • Norms: Cartoons taught us about gender roles, authority, patriotism, and family structures.

  • Disruption: At the same time, they gave us sarcasm, parody, queerness, rebellion, and suspicion of the powerful.

  • Contradiction: They disciplined us and freed us in the same half-hour slot.

Maybe that’s why GenX grew up with a deep mistrust of institutions. We went to school and were told to obey. But every Saturday morning we watched Bugs, Scooby, and even Shaggy tell us: authority is ridiculous, monsters aren’t real, and laughter is the only weapon worth carrying.


Why This Matters Now

Today’s animation is slicker, globalized, and backed by corporations bigger than anything Hanna-Barbera or Warner Bros. could have dreamed of. Streaming platforms now curate the cartoon diet of millions of children—and adults. From Bluey to BoJack Horseman, the spectrum of animation spans toddler training to existential crisis.

Cartoons are still doing ideological work. They are teaching, disciplining, entertaining, and subverting. The difference now is that we’re more aware of it—or at least, we should be.

So the next time someone shrugs off cartoons as “kid stuff,” remember:

  • Bugs Bunny laughed at fascists.

  • Scooby-Doo unmasked capitalist greed.

  • Disney raised entire generations on dreams of happily-ever-after consumerism.

  • And Studio Ghibli whispered to us that another world is possible.

Cartoons aren’t childish. They are the hidden curriculum of modern life. And if GenX learned anything from Saturday mornings, it’s that laughter, meddling, and a good disguise might just be the only way to survive.

Writing this from Korea, where animation has a different cultural role, I see even more clearly how American cartoons trained me in disruption. It used to be that I found my adult Korean students childishly attached to 'cuteness' from their pencil cases of anime characters to their phones and key fobs of their favorites. But for decades, Korea has shown me how webtoons, anime, and cartoons are truly critiques and talismans for freedom.

Saturday, July 19, 2025

Diner Bogoshipeoyo

Sunday Morning Diner Cravings πŸ₯“☕🍳

Sunday morning.
Beautiful.
A summer's morning that reminds me of being awake early as a kid in Michigan City.
I think church and diner breakfast.
So I go to YouTube, intent on watching some diner fare.

But to my horror 😱 the search does not deliver lovingly reviewed diner breakfasts but a punk complaining that there isn't a choice of coffees at Denny's and IHOP.

What is this mishugena??

I scroll more. All this DDD crap.
Can't stand him.
Few creators on diners. Jamie Oliver suggesting vegetarian food.
WTH?!
Has RFK hacked the YouTube algorithm not allowing views of unhealthy food?

I click a Mashable to tell me about best breakfast diners in NYC.
First up is . . . Denny's again.
Getting panned again.
And an annoying voiceover to boot.

Do people not know no one goes to Denny's by choice unless it is the middle of the night and you're drunk off your butt?? 😡‍πŸ’«
Very disappointed.

So the next vid I click is LA diners.
I'm looking for long vids of deliciousness to eat vicariously in my mind.
The memories. The greasy deliciousness that I cannot partake of in Korea.

I can't cook a decent diner breakfast.
Bacon here is . . . different.
Breakfast sausage? I'd literally have to make my own.
Eggs. I can't cook eggs for the life of me.
I have no toaster nor a coffee maker.
Hashbrowns. I can get those McDonald-like ones, but not loose potato shavings that I can crisp up.

And have you ever made your own hashbrowns? A nightmare and TOO LONG! 😀

The LA dudes start strong. Huevos Rancheros.
Not my diner fare growing up in the Midwest, but reminds me of an amazing diner breakfast I had in Albuquerque on Route 66 one summer.

Biscuits and gravy. Again, not a fav, but nostalgic.
I can remember serving this up at Howard's in junior high.
Howie made his own B&G. It was popular.

A hamsteak. Again, not my favorite but it's been so long since I've seen or eaten ham like that that it looks good!

10 minutes in and THEY ARE STILL TALKING about this one place, this one diner.
This video is supposed to be about best in LA.
The view is only about 18 minutes.
And 10 minutes in and we still talking about one diner.

Is LA so poor that there are so few diners for breakfast?
Is there really that much to say about a couple dishes at a diner?
It is not gourmet fare.

Who has that much to say about diner food?
I guess I do πŸ˜‚
But I’m more angsting about aging and the algorithm,
cuz I do remember a time of YouTube diner breakfast porn
that I was able to search for and enjoy.

Now. What is this crap?
Does no one understand the concept of diner brekkie anymore?
This seems like a lifestyle change in America that I can't get behind. πŸ™…‍♀️πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ


I remember going to Lindo's after church with my parents.
It was a big deal.
One of the only meals in a week that we ate at a restaurant.

Burger Chef on Friday evenings, to go, though.
And Sunday morning breakfast at a local place.

There were several Greek-owned restaurants that served diner breakfast.
Minos, Picadilly.

But by junior high, 8th grade, I had a job
and was working Saturday and Sunday mornings at Howard's Restaurant,
a diner of renown for the fishermen going out on Lake Michigan.
The folks coming in after church.

In high school, I worked at Picadilly
which also had the diner breakfast crowd, especially on weekends.


Diner breakfast.

Two eggs. Any way you like 'em.
But really the serving has to be that of 4 eggs.

Meat.
Selection is best if you have a choice of both sausage patties or links.
And other choices: bacon, ham, steak, corned beef hash.

Hashbrowns.
Best are like a casserole, slightly creamy in the middle,
and the tendrils of stringy potatoes on the outside get crisp crisp crisp.
NO onions or peppers, please.
And no home fries for me.

Toast.
Back in the day it was a choice of white, wheat or rye.
I liked white with grape jelly and was always so disappointed if there was only mixed fruit jelly.
At Howard's for a while we had orange marmalade.

Coffee.
Diner coffee.
I don't know how to explain it.

Rich. Delicious.
Always good any way:
☕ Black.
☕ With sugar.
☕ With milk.
☕ With cream.
☕ With the faux creamers like International Foods hazelnut.
☕ Or with mini cups of half and half.


Pancakes could be switched out for toast.
I like pancakes once in a blue moon, but am not overly fond.

But the advent of waffles – Belgian waffles – with pecans? πŸ§‡
What a concept. Delightful.

And I prefer the sausage patties.
And add a little maple syrup to them too, please. 🍁


And I haven’t even begun my lifelong obsession and attachment to Waffle House.
Or my New Orleans times at the Hummingbird Cafe.


This is nostalgia.
This is identity.
This is memory.
This is breakfast. πŸ₯šπŸ₯“πŸž☕

Wednesday, July 9, 2025

Did I Really Vote for the Cool Kids? An Autoethnography of Everyday Authoritarianism

Now that I’ve completed my dissertation, I find myself turning—somewhat unexpectedly—toward the United States. 2025 is my self-assigned “research year,” not in the formal academic sense, but in the way I’ve always conducted research: through reflection, storytelling, cultural pattern recognition, and tracing the emotional architecture of systems.

In many ways, this is my new project—a return to the civic terrain that shaped me, from my Midwestern girlhood to my current vantage point abroad. To understand the current political climate in the U.S., I find myself digging not just into headlines or history books, but into my own life: how power was modeled, how leadership was practiced, and how I responded—complicit, resistant, confused.

This post, which I originally wrote for my Overseas Hoosier Substack, is a piece of that unfolding inquiry. It’s a Gen X-flavored reflection on leadership, legitimacy, and what school bullies might have to do with authoritarianism.

Thanks, as always, for walking with me—between countries, thresholds, and questions.

Friday, May 2, 2025

An Advocate for Hazelnuts - me in the 90s

From

Maria Lisak
MBA Candidate
Loyola University
New Orleans, LA

October 15, 1992

To
Hazelnut Growers Association
Oregon USA

Dear Hazelnut Champions,

I’m writing to you today not as a business student, but as a converted believer. I have just returned from backpacking through Europe after finishing my undergraduate degree, and I need to tell you something very important: Americans are being cheated. Yes—cheated, hoodwinked, and denied the sublime joys of the hazelnut.

Let me explain.

Somewhere between Italy and Scandinavia (maybe on a ferry between Germany and Norway?), I had a revelation. There I was, browsing the duty-free snacks, and I saw something that stopped me cold: hazelnut M&Ms. You read that right. Hazelnut. M&Ms.

I bought a bag, obviously. And friends, that was the beginning of a taste revolution.

This came after weeks of indulging in the creamiest noisette gelato across Italy, and watching young travelers spread Nutella across toast like it was religion. Meanwhile, back in the States, we’ve been indoctrinated with a single nut: the peanut. Don’t get me wrong—I’m a peanut fan. I grew up on PB&Js. I’d wrestle someone for a good Snickers bar. But let’s be real: hazelnuts are the superior nut. They're subtle, elegant, cosmopolitan. A nut for the 21st century.

Which brings me to my plea: hazelnuts deserve a seat at the American snack table. Where are the hazelnut candy bars? Where’s the domestic hazelnut butter? Why are we letting European youth hostels beat us in flavor innovation?

This is your moment. I urge the Hazelnut Growers Association to dream big. Advocate for your nut. Push for product placement, partnerships with candy makers, and equal footing in school lunch propaganda. Peanut lobbyists have had decades of dominance. It’s time for a nut coup.

I’m studying marketing and strategy right now, and I would be thrilled to brainstorm product ideas, market positioning, or even bumper sticker slogans (e.g., “Get Nutty – Vote Hazelnut!”).

Let’s give Americans more than just peanuts.

In hazelnut solidarity,
Maria Lisak
MBA Candidate and Lifelong Nut Enthusiast
New Orleans, Louisiana

Wednesday, February 14, 2024

Navigating the Depths of Unrequited Love: A Journey of Heartache and Healing with a Korean Touch

Love, a universal language, finds unique expressions in different cultures. In Korea, where storytelling is deeply ingrained in their entertainment, unrequited love becomes a recurring theme, resonating with audiences through movies, TV shows, and songs. In this exploration, we delve into the complexities of unrequited love, understanding its impact on individuals, and discovering the path towards healing, with a spotlight on some notable Korean works that beautifully capture the essence of this poignant emotion.

The Nature of Unrequited Love

Unrequited love, a poignant experience, echoes through the corridors of the heart when feelings of affection and desire are not reciprocated. Korean culture beautifully encapsulates the emotional nuances of unrequited love, exploring this theme in various relationships, be it romantic, platonic, or familial.

The Rollercoaster of Emotions

Korean movies like "My Sassy Girl" and TV dramas like "Winter Sonata" vividly portray the emotional rollercoaster of unrequited love. The intense feelings of sadness, rejection, and self-doubt are masterfully depicted, creating a deeply resonant experience for viewers.

Self-Reflection and Acceptance

Works like "The Classic" provide a lens for self-reflection, prompting individuals to explore their desires and vulnerabilities. These Korean narratives emphasize the importance of accepting the situation and recognizing that one's happiness is not solely dependent on external validation.

Learning to Let Go

Korean dramas like "Goblin" (Guardian: The Lonely and Great God) take audiences on a journey of letting go. Through fantasy and romance, the series explores the challenges of releasing attachment to a specific outcome, encouraging viewers to find strength and resilience within themselves.

Seeking Support and Connection

The Korean drama "Something in the Rain" portrays the significance of seeking support during the tumultuous journey of unrequited love. The characters navigate societal expectations and family dynamics, emphasizing the importance of connection and shared experiences in the healing process.

The Renewal of Self-Love

Korean songs like "I Will Go to You Like the First Snow" by Ailee and "1cm" by Punch and Silento, featured in popular dramas, become emotional soundtracks to the journey of self-love. These ballads capture the bittersweet essence of unrequited love, reinforcing the idea that personal growth and rediscovery of self-love are essential for healing.

Korean storytelling has a unique ability to capture the depth and complexity of unrequited love. Whether through the humor of "My Sassy Girl," the classic romance of "Winter Sonata," or the fantasy elements of "Goblin," these cultural expressions not only entertain but also provide a poignant exploration of the universal theme of unrequited love. As we navigate the depths of heartache and healing, the Korean touch adds a layer of richness to the understanding of this intricate emotion.

Who Said Hip Hop Wasn’t for Girls?

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